What a way to start a brand new week! hhaha. I went to school feeling terribly sleepy and at the end of the day, i landed myself with a nasty headache. Right now i have no mood for work! sigh.. I really hope the week will get better as it progresses. I really think its Monday blues. I really hate Monday the most as compared to the rest of the days. Maybe i should adopt this mindset that
Mon- its the beginning of the week. If you looking forward to the end, it have to begin if not it will never come to an end
Tues- Mon has past and its tues. one more day to Wed which happens to be the middle of the week
Wed- Its the middle of the week! YAY! 2 more days 2 more days
Thurs- Its 1 more day to Fri. just hang in there. I'm sure I'll be able to!! Come on Pearl!!
Fri- YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!! TGIF!

hahaha! hopefully with this in mind, i'll be able to make it through this week! : )

God. I need you in my life! Help me through each and every moment.

{You never let me go through it all!}

Its a sun and i'm home! : ) my first sun at home after a long while. its great to be home though. i chanced upon a website and decided to take their quiz and the result was rather scary but i guess true to a small extent.. Sigh.. Maybe afterall i am really not.... ok Nvm.. I'll just persevere on and see what happen at the end of the year. Hopefully its not a dead end.

I can show you the world
shining, shimmering, spendid
tell me princess, now when
did you last let your heart decide

I can open your eyes
take you wonder by wonder
over sideways and under
on a magic carpet ride

A whole new world
a new fantastic point of view
no one to tell us no or where to go
or say we're only dreaming

A whole new world
a dazzling place I never knew
but when I'm way up here
it's crystal clear that now
I'm in a whole new world with you
(Now I'm in a whole new world)

Unbelievable sights,
indescribeable feelings
soaring, tumbling, freewheeling,
through an endless diamond sky

A whole new world (don't you dare close your eyes)
a hundred thousand things to see (hold your breath it gets better)
I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be

A whole new world [every turn a surprise]
with new horizons to pursue [every moment red-letter]
I'll chase them anywhere
there's time to spare
let me share this whole new world with you

A whole new world (A whole new world)
tha'ts where we'll be (That's where we'll be)
a thrilling chase
a wonderous place for you and me...

Since i am at novena and i have nothing better to do( actually i have but too lazy) i shall blog!! : )
HAHAH!

Just had a PW meeting not too long ago and i'm glad that everything is going in the right track. Quite thankful for cooperative members who do their part! : ) And what am i doing now? Chatting with Dawn over MSN because she have nothing better to do also besides eating durian! haha! Going down for mass later at CTK! YAY!! : ) Its been a long time eversince i attended weekday mass because of my busy schedule or plain laziness. Maybe i should make my way down earlier to go to the adoration room first.

I have been thinking quite a bit lately and i realised that i have really lost interest in a lot of things and i dont really like the way i am leading my life right now. I just going with the flow, taking one day at a time and not being forward looking which is quite important when your studying. I need to find back a goal in my life which i held onto during my Os. I need that right now so that everything will fall back in place.

I need to learn not to procrastinate and to meet the expectations that i have set for myself regardless academic matter or commitments i have in life. I need to constantly remind myself not to give up and perservere on when faced with obstacles and difficulties. I need to rely on the strength and grace from God and not myself when such obstacles come my way.

I NEED TO LEAN ON THE LOVE AND GRACE OF GOD, KNOWING THAT HE WILL MAKE THINGS FINE WHEN I HAVE TRIED MY BEST! : )