Its been a long while since i've written a post here but today, its a day worth remembering because of the sacrament of reconciliation. Today's confession was different. I was telling myself while waiting for confession: "if you're not gonna do anything about it after you go, then whats the point of going?". Despite that, i went on with it and it felt good. I liken it to having a bath- feeling clean and recharge. You wouldnt know or you can't determine what will happen after but as long as I keep working at it, i think i will get somewhere. Its tough, really but i would like to think i can do it and will make it someday.

This very night, I miss Singapore a lot. The place, my family, my friends.. Don't know why the sudden feeling though. It could be i'm overwhelmed by a few things that have happened lately and there isnt really people you could turn to. Feeling alone right now. Its a passing feeling but for now, it sucks.