Life may lead you where you least expect but have faith in exactly where you are meant to be.

Just as I typed that peace and happiness dont come easily and mantained for long, something just got to happen to prove my point right.

Just so to let you know even though you probably will never see this, I will not lower my standards to meet yours. I will not give in. I'm pass the angry stage and onto the disappointment stage which is far worse I suppose because disappointment means you've lost all the hope and trust I had in you which isnt much to began with.

The feeling of pure happiness and inner peace dont come along all that often so I should treasure it when it do come. :) Thanks for today mighty one above. It was a quiet yet blissful day! :)
EAP presentation tmr, Father.. See my group and I through. I know you will. so thank you in advance for whatever that will come our way tmr. Just help us relax and have a good presentation.

Done with HOI essay plan which doesnt look like a plan at all. haha oh well. I'm just hopping it doesnt get rejected.. In any case, give me the strength to redo it if I have to.

I was looking through some JC photos over facebook of some graduating class of my previous JC and to be honest, I dont feel a sense of hatred or anger or misgiving or anything of that sort. I've come to a conclusion that the school is alright though its not one of the best, it does have certain endearing qualities. The only unfortunate thing is-it just wasnt for me.

By your grace and supplication, I know I'll be able to see this through.

The countdown

3 days to Hoi essay plan deadline
4 days to Eap presentation
10 days to Hoi Paragraph deadline
18 days to Hoi Essay deadline
22 days to drama monologue
42 days to Lit essay deadline
43 days to Eap exam
44 days to Math exam
49 days to Econs exam
52 days to Psych exam
56 days to home sweet home

I believe

that the more assignments I'm given or have to complete, the more time I'll spend in the gym trying to ravoid seeing the amount of work I have in front of me.

Missing you always

I miss the sparkle in your eyes
I miss the wagging of your tail
I miss the cheeky side of you
I miss the greedy side of you
I miss your presence
I miss your love
I miss everything of you
I miss you, boy. :(

I hope you're happy and fine.

Hello dear girl, You suppose to be putting stuff into your brain and not into your mouth!!

Addressing VS Mopping

You know, when you feel overwhelmed, do you go down to the root cause of it and address the problem or do you mop around and pity yourself for the situation you're in? Mopping around sounds easier but it will get you nowhere. Though the former sounds tougher, painful and less appealing, it will get you somewhere and slowly solve the issue. Hopefully this will be a good reminder to myself. :)

The most terrible poverty is loneliness and the feeling of being unloved. --Mother Teresa

Life

What is life?
What is the meaning of it?
What is the purpose of it?

I know this is not me typing. I know its the subconscious me that is typing all these.
I know once this pass, I will be fine. You will be finee

Life is an adventure
It takes you to place you have not seen
It leads you into the unknown
It teaches you lessons
It trains you for greater things
It can be draning but it never kills.

Running low

Trying to keep my spirit high but I'm running low
Standing still amidst all these seem a task too challenging
Mind is whirling, the flesh is exhausted
The tide keeps coming but I've no anchor
Soon, I'll be swept away
Soon, I'll be one with the ocean
Lost, stranded and all alone in the endless sea

Its the connotations and meanings that bring a word to life
Its the way people uses words that might add meaning to life
Its also the way people uses words that certain words now have no life(meaning, value).

Somtimes.. too much=nothing.

This is only the tip of what is to come in the next few years.

Dear Plato...

Plato sir,if you are in heaven and is able to read what I'm gonna type, please
Let me have some inspiration about what to write with regards to the book, The Republic.
Also, let me know which are the more important features I need to take note of.
Thank you, Sir Plato. I will be
Overly grateful and thankful if you could assist me with this. It will be a honour in fact! :)

Its not about what you FEEL like doing, its about what you HAVE to do despite what you're feeling.

TGIF

Inner to Outer

Internal demons stay to give you a fright-
You wanna fly but you cant take flight.
Negative feelings played with you all night-
you're left paralysed and disheartened by your plight.
You start to question at that ambiguous sight,
and it left you frustrated and all uptight.

Some thoughts got to change to make it right-
Never dream of surrendering without a fight.
Keep pushing on with all your might.
Scale the mountains till you reach the highest height.
Keep searching till you see the light,
You'll realise in due time, victory is on your side.

The night feels different

Driving along the city
With an unexplainable feeling within me
The thought of heading home just fills me
And it drive me crazily happy thinking about it
But somehow…

Chorus
The night feels different
Maybe the night is still young…
It was very quiet on the street
and the drive back home

Maybe the thought of being away
From something I’ve gotten use to disturbs me
The thought of having to get use to adapting again
Just overwhelm me
And this could be the reason why

(Chorus)

Bridge
But I know I know I’ll do fine somehow
There are people here I know I could count on
Though it may get a little difficult
I know I’ll be fine
But somehow just for now…

(Chorus)

Last Chorus
Oooo, the night feels different
Maybe the night is still young…
It was very quiet on the street
and the drive back home
It was very quiet on the street
and the drive back home
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Inspired by a dear friend of mine. :)

Friends...

are one of the best thing that can in life and I'm thankful for them. :) I remember one of my fears when I first came over and that is not being able to find people I can connect and click with. My fears were for nothing. I can safely say that I've made a/some really good friend(s) here. Quantity doesnt count here, only quality.

I really dislike challenges but do help me keep me mind that life is a challenge. Everything is. I need to learn to embrace it and only then will I be able to overcome it.

Mummy

I wanna be like my mum when I grow up and do start a family next time.
I want to establish the relationship she did with me with my kids next time.
She may not be the best mother around, but she is the greatest to me.
She knows how to joke, she knows when to be serious and she knows how to make me feel loved.
She knows how to gain my respect be it out of love or out of filial piety.
Her actions definitely speak much louder than words.
Though simple as she is, she is a woman of great and genuine love.
Because of her, I wanna strive to be the best I can be.
Besides God, No one deserves my love more than her.
I love you, mum. :)