What dreams and faith can do

It was such a pleasant walk back from school today. It seems as though God was speaking to me.. I was thinking a few days about getting a Phd (far fetch dream) and I kind of have a different view on it now. I used to think it was pointless and useless to prove your worth and abilities with a cert. I thought it was highly unnecessary because so long you're dilligent and strive to do your best, you'll get there someday. However, society is changing. Self worth=qualification. Nothing else matters besides qualification. You may think I wanna prove my self worth by thinking about attaining a PHD but NO. To change the perception of individuals and to get them to listen to you and to add some credentials to your words, PHD is vital. Afterall, credibility is everything now. To make a difference, you have to be credible

Getting a PHD is not about proving how smart you are, Its about using it to best serve society and to make a difference. Talking about it, I'm kind of feeling excited. Obviously, I wont lie and say that having a "Dr. added to your name is something that I wouldn't be looking forward too. Talk is cheap and the road towards attaining it is difficult, filled with lots of obstacles and hurdles. For one, I'm not born a genius neither am I some gifted kid. I've always struggled with academic and still am. Always struggled with writing and expression and still am but all these doesn't matter. Its the process that consist of all these flaws that will help you get where you wanna be. Its a learning experience. I"ll get there someday and if I ever lose faith, I hope that the song(What faith can do-Kurtless) will inspire me to strive on and move forward.

What faith can do -Kurtless

Everybody falls sometimes
Gotta find the strength to rise
From the ashes and make a new beginning
Anyone can feel the ache
You think its more than you can take
But you are stronger, stronger than you know
Don't you give up now
The sun will soon be shining
You gotta face the clouds
To find the silver lining

I've seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn't ever end
Even when the sky is falling
And I've seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That's what faith can do

It doesn't matter what you've heard
Impossible is not a word
It's just a reason for someone not to try
Everybody's scared to death
When they decide to take that step
Out on the water
It'll be alright
Life is so much moreThan what your eyes are seeing
You will find your way
If you keep believing
I've seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn't ever end
Even when the sky is falling
And I've seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That's what faith can do

Overcome the odds
You don't have a chance
(That's what faith can do)
When the world says you can't
It'll tell you that you can!
I've seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn't ever end
Even when the sky is falling
And I've seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That's what faith can do
That's what faith can do!
Even if you fall sometimes
You will have the strength to rise

"To be first, You have to be last, You have to be humble, You have to be less judging." Finally understood this today.

Hopefully, this is not some random, insane thought of mine. I hope this dream of mine(for now even though I'm feeling strongly about it) will become a reality one fine day.
Nevertheless, ONE STEP AT A TIME! :)

Its been so long since I wrote here but its always a good place to relieve some stresss. Stress level is really bursting through the roof right now. 2 essays due one after another and here I am feeeling so darn stress that its affecting my progresss. who have I to blame?