Lord I come to You
Let my heart be changed
Renewed
Flowing from the grace
that I found in You.

Lord I've come to know
the weaknesses i see in me
will be stripped away
by the pow'r Your love.

Hold me close
let Your love surround me
bring me near
draw me to your side
and as I wait I'll rise up like the eagle
and I will sore with You
Your spirit leads me on
by the power of Your love.

Lord unveal my eyes
let me see You face to face
the knowledge of Your love
as you live in me.

Lord renew my mind
as Your will unfolds in my life
in living everyday
by the power of Your love. (chorus)

I hope this 2 days will allow me to have a renewed faith and a whole new experience with you..
I long for you.. : )

I really need some time off away from everything to just sit and reflect. sigh
Everything seems okay and happy and all on the surface but deep deep down inside, everything is in a mess. My academic and especially my religion part. I am again running away from it but i know i have to deal with it sooner or later. All this stupid feelings i have inside.

God i need you in my life and i know you are in my life but blame it on me for not making you the centre of everything i do. i know you are near but yet i feel so distant. Its something i dont want to ignore but i want to make it right. I want and need you back in my life, Without you, eveything just doesnt seem right. Every thought that runs through my head and every action that i take...

Please help me to start a whole relationship with you that is built on solid rock so that it will not crumble and fall so easily..
No matter what happen, i know you still love me and i want to love you as much you love me. Although it is humanly impossible for me to love you the way you love us, i will try Lord.

Give me a willing heart to listen to you and to spend some time with you..
I need you!

I had such a wonderful day today!! :D YAY! and i'm very very very happy!! :D
Thanks to my family and all my friends especially my beloved Godma for making this day an enjoyable and memorable one!!

okay i am gg to give a detailed one when i have more pics. till then i just wanna thank all the wonderful ppl! ;D

God thanks for making me one year older and hopefully wiser

YAY!!!!! I'm so happy!!! Not for myself but for my dearest GODMA!!! YAY YAY YAY!!!
CONGRATULATION GODMA!! : ) : ) : )

God thank you for seeing her through everything and indeed you will not let us down Lord if we put our trust in you! : )

I am back from council camp!!!!!! wait let me repeat this again..... I am back from council camp with a swollen/sprained ankle!!! hahaha!! ok i shall let the pictures do the talking!
My swollen ankle


Compare my right foot with my left. you can clearly see which ankle i have sprained.

my parents couldnt stand it anymore and they brought me to see this chinese physician somewhere in AMK.. At first i thought she is just going to rub it GENTLY and bandage it up but guess what?? that thought in my head was far from what she did! She did accupucture first and then she rub the area which i have sprained with ALL HER MIGHT AND STRENGTH!!!! using her knuckle and a comb. GOODNESS!!! The packet of tissue which i was biting was torn into pieces because i was biting too hard! hahaha! the rub landed me in tears!! oh well! i'm glad that torture is over!! HOWEVER, I MIGHT HAVE TO GO BACK FOR ANOTHER SESSION!! SIGHHHHHHHH!!!!

ok so after the rub, my ankle looks like this. you can tell its very swollen now as compared to yesterday but i think its going to heal soon! i really hope so! i wanna go out on thurs, go for kayaking on sat and i want my ankle to be recovered completely before another camp from 4 to 6 June!

The amount of medicine i have to take every morning and night! hahah! poor me!!! : (

Oh well...

God!! help me heal my ankle which is in a bad state!

I've learned....
That life is like a roll of toilet paper....
The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.

I've learned....
That we should be glad
God doesn't give us everything we ask for.

I've learned....
That money DOES NOT buy class!!

I've learned...
that it's those small daily happenings
that make life so spectacular.

I've learned...
That under everyone's hard shell
is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.

I've learned.....
That the Lord didn't do it all in one day
What makes me think I can?

I've learned....
That to ignore the facts does not change the facts.

I've learned....
That the less time I have to work,
the more things I get done.

You never fail to let me go through it all..

My mind feels like a whirlpool with so many many thoughts spinning round and round... On one hand, i am thankful and grateful to/for God because He has helped me so much!!. On the other hand, the thought of what i've made up my future to be is frightening. I'm really scared and worried. What if i dont make it through?? As much as i know and believe whole heartedly that my future is secured in God' s hands, i still can't help but worry... Sigh!!

I know i shouldnt worry because it gets me nowhere, but.. ARGH!!!! okay.. i should just shut up now...

God, please take this thought of mine away from me and fill me with your peace.. Give me the confidence and courage i need to go through this aspect of my life.

God must have been watching over me!! : ) not only me but the people i love! YAY!!
its one of the best monday one can ever expect. i think? hmm. nevermind!

-had some yearhead meeting thing in the morning and it cleared my doubts regarding certain issues! YAY no. 1

-the yearhead then told us to go to the concourse to check for the results of the election for student council! goodness. i must admit i was kind of worried and excited. hahhaha. thankfully the emotions i had inside of me did not last long!! thank GOD! yes and so my beloved friends went and check for me and told me i got elected into council! : ) immediately messaged my ever worried dad! haha and my Godma, cheryl and people who were interested to know the results! haha! YAY no. 2

-my friend decided to stay in JC and deak with whatever that will come her way positively!! Its quite heartwarming to see and hear that from her! : ) YAY no. 3

-had my PFT and i must say i did better than what i expected! : ) YAY no. 4

-its 5 MAY 2008 which means the end of exams for cheryl! YAY no. 5 CONGRATULATIONS CHERYL !!!!!! REALLY HAPPY FOR YOU!!! : ) : )

-its 5 MAY 2008 which also means that Godma's exam is going to end real soon!! : ) : ) GO GODMA!!!! she make me a happy person! YAY no. 6

okay.. i dont know why i feel so happy for them but i really do feel superly happy for them hmm. contridicting man! i think its because they play a very integral part in my life beside my parents of course and thats why whatever that happen in their lives, it seems like a part of mine too. hmm.. okay nevermind i dont know how to explain. haha i just know that i love them a lot! : )

- oh oh, 5 MAY also means 2 more days to marie's birthday!! HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY GIRL! YAY no. 7

-Its a Mon today which means there is 4 more days to fri! : ) YAY no. 8

-LAST BUT DEFINITELY NOT THE LEAST IS, I FELT GOD BESIDE ME THE WHOLE OF TODAY!!! : ) , He was there guiding me, running with me, seating with me and amidst all that happen today, he was there!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!

It is really a great day to mark the beginning of this whole week. i am sure that things will get even better as it progresses this week. Although there are many tests this week, its only a minor part! There are so many things i can look forward to this week such as disturbing people who have just finish their exams!! hahahhah!! but most importantly i really look forward to spending more time with God through my daily activities and see what he has install for me. I am sure if he bring me to it, he will bring me through it! HE IS MY STRONG HOLD AND FORTRESS! AND I LOVE HIM!! YAY!