Its a sun and i'm home! : ) my first sun at home after a long while. its great to be home though. i chanced upon a website and decided to take their quiz and the result was rather scary but i guess true to a small extent.. Sigh.. Maybe afterall i am really not.... ok Nvm.. I'll just persevere on and see what happen at the end of the year. Hopefully its not a dead end.

I can show you the world
shining, shimmering, spendid
tell me princess, now when
did you last let your heart decide

I can open your eyes
take you wonder by wonder
over sideways and under
on a magic carpet ride

A whole new world
a new fantastic point of view
no one to tell us no or where to go
or say we're only dreaming

A whole new world
a dazzling place I never knew
but when I'm way up here
it's crystal clear that now
I'm in a whole new world with you
(Now I'm in a whole new world)

Unbelievable sights,
indescribeable feelings
soaring, tumbling, freewheeling,
through an endless diamond sky

A whole new world (don't you dare close your eyes)
a hundred thousand things to see (hold your breath it gets better)
I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be

A whole new world [every turn a surprise]
with new horizons to pursue [every moment red-letter]
I'll chase them anywhere
there's time to spare
let me share this whole new world with you

A whole new world (A whole new world)
tha'ts where we'll be (That's where we'll be)
a thrilling chase
a wonderous place for you and me...

Since i am at novena and i have nothing better to do( actually i have but too lazy) i shall blog!! : )
HAHAH!

Just had a PW meeting not too long ago and i'm glad that everything is going in the right track. Quite thankful for cooperative members who do their part! : ) And what am i doing now? Chatting with Dawn over MSN because she have nothing better to do also besides eating durian! haha! Going down for mass later at CTK! YAY!! : ) Its been a long time eversince i attended weekday mass because of my busy schedule or plain laziness. Maybe i should make my way down earlier to go to the adoration room first.

I have been thinking quite a bit lately and i realised that i have really lost interest in a lot of things and i dont really like the way i am leading my life right now. I just going with the flow, taking one day at a time and not being forward looking which is quite important when your studying. I need to find back a goal in my life which i held onto during my Os. I need that right now so that everything will fall back in place.

I need to learn not to procrastinate and to meet the expectations that i have set for myself regardless academic matter or commitments i have in life. I need to constantly remind myself not to give up and perservere on when faced with obstacles and difficulties. I need to rely on the strength and grace from God and not myself when such obstacles come my way.

I NEED TO LEAN ON THE LOVE AND GRACE OF GOD, KNOWING THAT HE WILL MAKE THINGS FINE WHEN I HAVE TRIED MY BEST! : )

God is great!

MID YEAR EXAM IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!! : ) I shant comment on how i feel about the papers and my impending results but whatever the outcome of it all i will accept it and hopefully have the strength and will power to work harder for my promo. I am just thankful and grateful that this week is finally coming to a closure(to me fri is a closure) : ) Friday is always the best day of the whole entire week because i get to go for charismatic to spend time with God, the community of people there and of course disturb certain people! ahahaha!

I wouldnt have gotten through this week without
1)the graces and blessings from God
2)all the amazing and extraordinary angels that he sent
3) Prayers said for me by many wonderful people : )

Without them and the amount of things that they have done for me, i really think i would have died after my first paper! ahaha!!

So heres a GARGANTUAN THANK YOU to all of them especially Cheryl for helping me with Physics. It is impossible to come out of the hall alive today if it werent for you : ) you ROCK!!
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who can grasp your infinite wisdom?
who can fathom the depth of your love?

God thank you for all the experience that you have given me. Through these experiences, be it good or bad, help me to understand and realise that you are with me through it all! Help me to learn from it and grow. : )

Race against time

I am now facing the consequences of not having the discipline to start my work earlier. The only thing which i'm happy about is because of not having this discipline, i'm starting to rely on God more and more. i'm also beginning to let go once again and surrender all these to him. If i don't do well for my CT, I only have myself to blame but through this, i managed to gain back my trust in God. : )

Whatever the outcome of my coming CT, i leave it all up to him but i know he will make things right for me. Thats how great he is! : )

Its Thursday and only a few more days left before Monday. I need the strength from you, Lord. i really need it. Give me the discipline and the will power to complete what i need and have to do before monday. I leave all that will happen for the rest of this week and the following in your hands. Take them, Lord. Just help me to do what i need to do and finish. With you watching over me, i'm sure i will overcome and rise up to it. I am rested in the thought that you are watching and guiding me. : )

I surrender to you all my fears, worries and troubles.
Help me through!!

Lord I come to You
Let my heart be changed
Renewed
Flowing from the grace
that I found in You.

Lord I've come to know
the weaknesses i see in me
will be stripped away
by the pow'r Your love.

Hold me close
let Your love surround me
bring me near
draw me to your side
and as I wait I'll rise up like the eagle
and I will sore with You
Your spirit leads me on
by the power of Your love.

Lord unveal my eyes
let me see You face to face
the knowledge of Your love
as you live in me.

Lord renew my mind
as Your will unfolds in my life
in living everyday
by the power of Your love. (chorus)

I hope this 2 days will allow me to have a renewed faith and a whole new experience with you..
I long for you.. : )

I really need some time off away from everything to just sit and reflect. sigh
Everything seems okay and happy and all on the surface but deep deep down inside, everything is in a mess. My academic and especially my religion part. I am again running away from it but i know i have to deal with it sooner or later. All this stupid feelings i have inside.

God i need you in my life and i know you are in my life but blame it on me for not making you the centre of everything i do. i know you are near but yet i feel so distant. Its something i dont want to ignore but i want to make it right. I want and need you back in my life, Without you, eveything just doesnt seem right. Every thought that runs through my head and every action that i take...

Please help me to start a whole relationship with you that is built on solid rock so that it will not crumble and fall so easily..
No matter what happen, i know you still love me and i want to love you as much you love me. Although it is humanly impossible for me to love you the way you love us, i will try Lord.

Give me a willing heart to listen to you and to spend some time with you..
I need you!

I had such a wonderful day today!! :D YAY! and i'm very very very happy!! :D
Thanks to my family and all my friends especially my beloved Godma for making this day an enjoyable and memorable one!!

okay i am gg to give a detailed one when i have more pics. till then i just wanna thank all the wonderful ppl! ;D

God thanks for making me one year older and hopefully wiser