I'm going to go through another cycle of what i've been through early last month but this time round, with this slight new found hope and trust in God that everything will happen according to his plan that he has so meticulously draft out for me. Inspite of what the outcome will be, I know that God is seeing me and guiding me. Sometimes, i really feel so unworthy and so small but our Great and mighty God never looks what we who are, but what we can be and he also looks deep down inside our hearts, far beyond what our visual can see..

Whatever that will happen and take place during the next 2 weeks or so, I'm going to leave them into your hands and trust in your plans for me. For your power is infinite, your love is unconditional and your mercy is never-ending.

Lord, Take charge! :D
LET THE BATTLE BEGIN!!!!!!!!!! LOL!!!


Finally, draw your strength from the Lord and from his mighty power.
Put on the armor of God so that you may be able to stand firm against the tactics of the devil.
For our struggle is not with flesh and blood but with the principalities, with the powers, with the world rulers of this present darkness, with the evil spirits in the heavens.
Therefore, put on the armor of God, that you may be able to resist on the evil day and, having done everything, to hold your ground.
So stand fast with your loins girded in truth, clothed with righteousness as a breastplate,
and your feet shod in readiness for the gospel of peace.
In all circumstances, hold faith as a shield, to quench all (the) flaming arrows of the evil one.
And take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.
With all prayer and supplication, pray at every opportunity in the Spirit.
-Ephesians 6:10-18
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Sometimes people are put through tests.
Those tests make us stronger and prepare us
for the battles we have to fight.
There are all kinds of battles.

Everyone has a unique role in God's plan.
One that no one else can play.
I am sure you will do what you are meant to do.

Have Faith.
No matter what lies ahead.
Hold onto your Faith

How endless is that volume which God hath written of the world! Every creature is a letter, every day a new page.
-Joseph Hall (1574–1656)

I seem to be doing EVERYTHING ELSE except doing what i REALLY need and should be doing! SIGH!!!!!
PEARL RENEE CHEONG!!! STOP IDLING AROUND, you bum!!!!!!!!!! :(((((((((((((((

CONGRATULATIONS ROCK!!!!!!!! :):)

ITS OVER!! not over, over but its over!!!YAY!!!

Its great knowing that your friend is doing well and everything is okay with them especially those close ones! :D

okay... Since i am sending her my congrats, i might as well take this opportunity to write something about/for her!

I've known Cheryl for about a year or so already. First met her in Charismatic somewhere in September? October? It was around the period of O level. We started to chat a little and i found out she was an IJ girl too! hahahah! Cheryl is a very friendly and warm person and i felt at ease talking to her although yes she is older than me by a few years( older than me doesnt mean OLD okay! ). She is a very pleasant person and she is WONDERFULLY GORGEOUS too! :D I was quite surprised that she actually messaged me to wish me all the best for my Os because i wasnt close to her at all or at least I wouldnt expect her to msg me to wish me well. Not that she hates me or what but because i wasnt close to her at all and I just got to know her only. Cheryl being a very nice and sweet person took the effort and initiative to ask someone for my no. JUST to wish me.. I was indeed very touched by her actions!

Since then, we started to chat quite a bit over MSN and over a couple of messages but there was just this connection there as though I've known her for quite some time already. From sporadic chatting session, it slowly became quite frequent and each time i chat with her, the list of things to talk about seems NEVER ENDING. It just go on and on and on and on and on and on and on or rather we can go on and on and on for a topic for quite some time.

Its really interesting to know that you can become quite close friends from chatting sessions over MSN and yes smses without much talking! ahah! Cheryl never exactly liked MSN and she still prefers to chat via the phone rather than screen but I guess it was because of the screen that I've found such a wonderful friend like her! :D so actully MSN and SMSes can really do wonders!!!! heehee

Slowly I've got to know her better and although she doesnt appear the sporty athletic type cause she appears to be the very intellectual, smart type, She is actually VERY active and down to earth. BEST OF BOTH WORLDS!! :D

Oh Oh!!! I forgot to add this very important part in! Before the release of my O level results, she actually came down all the way to Toa Payoh just to accompany me because she knew I was SO scared and afraid even though she had school later on. She had to rush down to school in the end because of me. Cheryl is really such a sweet sweet girl... One that will go all out for her friends!

I often wonder how can i be such good friends with people who are older than me since what we go through are somewhat different and in terms of maturity, Cheryl is definitely more mature. I sometimes wonder how she is able to tolerate a younger, slightly inmature person like me. But whatever the case is, I'm really glad that I've found a friend in her! : )

Thank you, Cheryl for always being there for me and for standing all my whiny nonsense! Time spent with you is always filled with so much laughter and joy!! You're an angel in my life and I'm really really thankful and grateful for a friend like you! God bless you, Rock!!

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!! :D:D

Pearl would like to wish all NUS students all the best!!! :D

GO GODMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GO ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its just less than a week's time before i have to go through it all again. I'm just too tired and exhausted to even begin what i have to do. Damn!!!
God i really need you there. I need you to hold me up and see me through..

What a day!! hahahha!

1)went to school in the morning for the filiming thing by the MOE so that it can used as one of their teaching resource.. :(
2)waited in school for about 3 hours and I had no one to disturb!! Thankfully i had my laptop with me and i went online and left offline messages here and there! hahaha
3) Went for chiangmai briefing
4)Collected my mum's specs
5) Went and buy lots of food and tidbits again for Godma!! :D
6)Spend quite some time trying to locate where she live. hahahha!
7)Chat with Godma for awhile cause she have so many assignments to do!! Poor thing!
8) Went back home to rest
9) Going out again to attend a furneral..

Gosh!! Althought this is a very hectic day, its also a very happy day!!!!!!!!! :D
I WILL AND NEED TO START TMR!!!!!!!!!!!1

* GOD give me the strength and discipline!!!

YAY YAY YAY!!! PW IS OVER!! hahahahah!
*God thank you for watching over me and taking control of things!! You did a great job! AS ALWAYS! : )


and what did Pearl do after Oral Presentation??

1) Went for lunch with her classmates
2) Bought more tidbits for people
3) Rush through to complete some card.. (sincerity counts right?)
4) Took a trip down to somewhere relatively far from AMK
5) Walked for 20 Mins before reaching someone's house ( It was so HOT!!! BUT It was all worth it!! I will still climb even if it takes a day to reach her place!)
6) Waited for 10 Mins before seeing her car approaching her house
7) Wave frantically to her before she reverse her car in...
8) THE BEST PART- Seeing her surprised and shocked expression! this made my day! hahahah!
9) Spent quite some time chatting with her, browsing through her stuff and of course patting her dogs!! So cute!!! :) ( okay! this really made my day even even better)
10) Took a gazillion photos because she LOVE my photos so much!hahahha!
11)Someone's mum called and left me VERY worried/panicky/disturbed!
12) Went to meet my friend's mum
13) Reflected quite a bit....

And realised how fortunate i am

I LOVE THE PEOPLE AROUND ME!!!! YAY!!
and of course, undoubtly,
GOD IS LOVED FOREVER AND FOREVER!

YAY!!!!!!!

PW IS DONE AND OVER WITH!!!!!! :):):):):):):):):)

HIS PLAN

His ways are so mysterious
We just can’t understand
What seems to us to be so wrong
Turns out to be His plan

He wants to work His will in us
But it brings much pain sometimes
Just like the dross from gold removed
We too must be refined

Don’t cower in fear when hardships come
Just trust in Him and know
He has a plan for each of us
We’re His, He has control

One day we’ll shine like precious jewels
Because we stood the tests
Not understanding all His ways
Yet, knowing He’d do what’s best

By Sharon Elaine Carpenter