My soul is calm and so is my heart. Surprisingly, tonight I feel better as compared to the last 2 nights where I couldn't sleep and felt bad in general. Despite it being the last night in Singapore before my flight, I feel quite okay. Maybe its because I'm tired from all the packing, cleaning and the lack of sleep accumulated over time. Nonetheless, I know I'm in good hands. Thank you, Lord.

I went for my last Charismatic session today before I leave and it was a wonderful session. Although it wasn't a very very grand worship and sharing session but it touched my heart. The speaker shared about love and how noble Christ love for us were. He went on to screen the Passion of Christ with You laid aside your majesty as the background music and it stirred my heart quite a bit. It made me realise again how much he had to go through for us and how much He was willing to suffer for us. It made me feel loved. :)

When I consider the works of your fingers

The sun and the stars, the land and the seas.
I start to wonder, almighty creator
Just why you would ever take thought of me.

For you have called me by name

You are accquainted with all of my ways

Bought by your blood, drawn by your love

I am your dwelling place.

For you have called me your friend

Showing me favour again and again

I'm set apart, near to your heart

You called me by name.

Dear Time,

The last time I wrote to you, I had actually 3 weeks more and from today onwards, I can count the number of days left using both my hands. This week is going to be another week of very little sleep as I try to rush out several things and go about meeting with friends and all. I really hope you can coorperate and slow down the time a tiny bit more. I realise I have not really packed properly yet and my room is in a horrible state of mess. All these needs you so I really hope you'll be of great help. Thank you!

Dear Time,

I know I'm always complaining that you pass by very slowly. Now that you're passing by faster and quicker, could I request that you kindly slow down? I know I demand a lot but you see, I'm not ready. I realise I have a lot of things not done and a lot of people whom I would like to spend time with so could you slow down this coming 3 weeks and give me time to prepare myself for what is to come next? It WILL be much appreciated. Thank You.

I wish I could be more than I can be.
I wish I could do more than I can do.
I wish I could help more than I've ever helped.

If I were to die now, I think i will die happily considering the amount of chocolates I ate.

Thou shall not be lazy!!

Every weekend, I can't help but count down to the no. of weeks I have left.
5 more weeks. Going to make try to make the days count.

I know i shouldnt be complaining but I feel utterly Horrible!!!!!!!!!! :(  A leaking nose, a spinning head and a hurting throat! I feel as though water is seeping into my nose and travelling up to my head 24/7 and its giving me a massive headache. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! :(

On top of this, editing some stuff is making me very frustrated!

Sometimes or most of the time, simplest things are the ones that brings you greatest joy. :)
Had a wonderful mothers' day celebration today. Its been awhile since I saw my cousins and its great seeing them once again. Not only that, we made dinner for our Mothers! We had Japanese food of excellent standard thanks to the meticulous and fine cooking done by us (ya right). I finally know how to make Chawanmushi and according to the older folks, the chawanmushi is of comparable standards to some Japanese restaurant out there. :)

Its only 6 weeks left and I'm slowly starting to feel something within me. Its something I know I will have to handle properly so that it will be easier for me come 6 weeks later. On a more positive note, I'm looking forward to the remaining weeks which I'll be spending with people who matters to me. :)