If we have not experience a taste of being poor, We will never know what it is like being rich.
It is only when we are without will we know what it is like with.
If we have everything in the world, we will never know the full meaning of contenment. 
If we have eveything in the world, there is nothing to hope for. Without hope, will there still be life?

Perhaps that is why to live is to die,
And to laugh is to cry.

It is only in death that we know what it is like to live
It is only when we cry, that we know what it is like to laugh.

And maybe, just maybe that the case of nothing is perfect is perfect afterall and God, the only perfect one knows that this is ultimately the perfect plan for all.

Question of the day

Do I really love God or am I doing it just to save my soul??

While watching disney videos off youtube yesterday night, I happened to click a chirstmas song link and now...
I CANT WAIT FOR CHIRSTMAS!!!

3 more months to go, Pearl. 3 more months..

Thank YOU for being close to me the past 3 days. :)

WHY MUST IT BE SO HARD!!!??!!! I really underestimated it..

There is only one master you can choose to follow and its up to you who you choose.. sigh.... I'm overwhelmed with guilt now. Somehow, I think being in Singapore will do me better when it comes to this. There is always opporunity cost incurred. I really hope I can learn to manage it properly. I dont want to let anyone down.

Head is spinning,
Throat is hurting,
Stomach is churning
Vomiting, "Diahorreaing", Burping is what I've been up to the whole night. Excellent. and at 1.45am I've not shower..
At least God saw me through my Psych presentation today. I leave the results in Your hands. I did what I could given the state I was in.

TGIF today.. TGIF!

-Why do I feel overwhelmingly tired now although I woke up at 12pm?? Hmmmm.. I feel like all my bones went soft and I just wanna crash and sleep..

-Yesterday's weather was fantastically good when I was heading to class and it really really made me smile. Listening to "Magnificent" on the way to school with such nice weather really made me happy and at that moment, I couldnt ask for more. I had an inner peace within me during that duration. Its a feeling that is undescribable. The hardest thing that everyone faces is being at peace with yourself. Having that feeling is really one of the most wonderful thing that can happen. So... Thank You! :)

Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MOTHER MARY! :)

YIPEEEEEE!!!!! I feel that a huge load is taken off from my shoulder now that I have an idea in mind and my pianstaking song that I put tgt for the mime. Now all I have to do is to practice till everything is in sync.

THANK YOU, GOD!! :)

Good food = Makes me happy
Good food = Put on weight
but put on weight DOES NOT makes me happy.
Therefore, this mathematical equation is wrong....
Oh dear......