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I dont feel happy at all depsite listening to christmas carols now..
Was just chatting with my friend from school and the convesation sort of pricked me real hard.
I realised i was taking things too easily and i'm so unprepared for what is to come next.
I feel inadequate and the uncertainty of it all next year just scares me...
I dont feel like playing anymore and I feel very worried of what is to come. :(
Questions just keep running through my head and i dont have answers to them...
I guess i'll just have to embrace them and settle down real soon.
Nonetheless, its good to know where your position is now and start working from there.
God, take all my worries, fears and inability and transform me anew.
MERRY CHRISTMAS, EVERYONE!!!
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