A reminder that we are made from ashes and to ashes we shall return... that aside, Psych lecture today was about emotions. The lecturer made us do the laughter exercise and told us that if we feed off more positive energy, we will in turn be more postive and happier. If we are stuck in a depressive environment with lots of negative feelings in the air, we will in turn feel negative. I guess that is why I've been in an emotional mess lately. Firstly, the essays and impending presentations are driving everyone nuts. I've been breathing and surviving on negative air which affects me as well. Secondly, a dear friend of mine returned back to sg. I thought it wouldnt have an effect on me but i come to realise that it affected me quite a bit. Its been "lonelier", quieter and definitely different without her. its no doubt why i'll feel more miserable. Though I know its not an excuse to feel down and unhappy but i've to acknowledge that I've succumbed to such situations and have been affected by it. A lot of thinking have made me worst as well. Time to do something about it.
O Master, grant that I may never seek
So much to be consoled as to console
To be understood as to understand
To be loved as to love with all my soul...
Totally seeking the wrong things now man.
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